In Silence.

Sometimes I hear voices that change me
and I may never be able to put them behind me
as they insist on residing in the deepest corner of my heart
Mangling my sight, reshaping my eyes
They award me with a feeling of being air
not the one you breath, but the one you exhale
The one you see as a strain and shove off the train
I am floating in a lonesome state
Out in the wide world of strangers
And I hear voices that make me want to give up
Voices that ram fingers onto my throat
testing the limits of my intensity
I am getting lost into my troubled essence
And I can’t mourn these words off my mind
they’re stuck onto my soul
I’m trying hard to understand why
but I am not ready to face the piles of my life
The forces that enlighten me what is light