Archive for March, 2009

Transient Beauty.

Posted in Writings on March 27, 2009 by mistladz
Transient. Trans is from the Latin word for across. Beauty. Well who knows what that is? We all think we know. That’s probably true for most of us. I do but only sometimes. Beauty is sort of a ghost, a ghost that embodies whatever we choose for it to define. That’s beauty. In society beauty is lust and beauty is art and beauty is what we are taught to behold. In reality, however, beauty is none of these things.

Beauty is undefinable. Not because it has no definition or purpose. No it’s undefinable because it’s grace and the veil of beauty is so thin it’s nearly transparent. It’s changing and it’s surprising and it comes and goes as it pleases. Beauty doesn’t make appointments and it doesn’t come by request. Beauty is wild and does as it wishes. It likes to sneak up on you and it likes to gradual appear.

Beauty is a muse and it changes form with its will. Unlike the beauties in our magazines, the beauties in our paintings, and the beauties in our stories, beauty cannot be captured. Instead, it leaves us like children on a moonlight hill trying to catch lightning bugs in a jar with no lid. Sometimes it comes but how long it stays or how we capture it is up to the beauty.

It’s of a free, unpolluted, intangible, and transient nature and while we can describe it and see it and remember it, we can grasp it no more easily than if we were to reach up and try to seize a cloud.

Dawn Princess.

Posted in Writings on March 7, 2009 by mistladz

I am the dawn princess
Standing in an endless fog
Screaming with no voice
Crying dry tears
Pieces ‘me’ scattered on the ground
sharing my world with nothing but shadows

When you were my everything
When the sun shone at night
and little flames dancing in the sky
I had to find you

And then the cliff
and nothint but roaring water
hearing your voice like an echo in the wind
telling me how the world should be
so, please
Take me far away from you

Wandering the empty streets
your voice still an echo in the not rising smoke
I am the dawn princess
ruling an empty kingdom